First Time

For the first time in my life, I had to do something that I knew was going to hurt another person. I was seeing a guy and at first things were going really well. Then for one reason or another I realized that it just wasn't going to work.

So I had to break up with him which was very hard for me because I never want to make people or do anything to upset them. However, his actions after the break-up prove, to me at least, that he is not the man I need to be with.

Now I know that just being with someone is not the same as being in love with someone. In the past I've been trying to find another person to make me happy.

Instead I see now that the connection has to be there on both ends and I see that the men I've been with in the past were not right for me. So once again, I am treating this as a learning experience and I will take my time in letting the right man find me.

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